Sometime last year I went through a break up in which I was left hurt for a few months but at the end realized it was not meant to be. Every time I would get in to arguments with this one individual I would always run to my ex boyfriend and get comfort from him and felt better it . Eventually it became like a routine and I realized my feelings were so much more stronger for an of of mine then they were for the current guy at the time. I felt guilt inside, I felt like a cheater. Im not the kind of person who won't be honest but this time I know I couldnt hurt this one guy bc at the time he was going through his own issues. One night me and my current bf at the time got in to an argument and I ended up calling my ex to come and get me, as I hid in the bushes so this one guy would not find me, I knew this relationship was not healthy. I did not go home that night, I must say....I went home with my ex and needed him to make me feel better,so he did. The fallowing day I didn't feel like going back to my old relationship, even though he was calling me to talk so I tried avoiding him in every way I could. Eventually I broke up with the guy i was dating and started meeting new people...I loved it. Chase was still there for me, when i needed him... and until this day...today ,right now... he still is... I now realize my love for him has never vanished.,...like how it did for you.. O. I am now happy to announce we are back together and seeing where it takes us day by day... =)
In conclusion, we all have to go thru our highs and our lows to realize who really matter and who really don't...
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